I’m thrilled to announce that my debut story. “Confessions of My Nephew”, is one of today’s featured titles on the website “Kinky Literature“! Their website features and promotes hundreds of titillating titles by dozens of current erotica authors. After today my ebook will continue to be promoted on their site with its own brief info page and a link to the title’s Smashwords page.
“Kinky Literature” does not sell books directly, but rather promotes various titles along with links to the Amazon and/or Smashwords pages where they are available. The site is run by a couple, Richie and Randi, who were part of the group that founded YouPorn.com. (Richie is also the author of “TaXXXi Tales”.) It’s a wonderful service they offer to their fellow erotica authors, and I’m thrilled to be included among the list of titles! The site also features a blog and their very own “Sexpert”, who gives advice on matters of a ‘kinky’ nature. 😉
They have informed me also that they will be featuring and promoting my title “Mother Pushes the Swing” in a couple of weeks. In the meantime, be sure to check out the enormous number of available titles that they promote, as well as their other features.
Yes, it’s been a while since I’ve posted an entry here. We’ve moved again, and other matters have taken up considerable attention, including an atrocious amount of time it took to FINALLY get internet access hooked up! Book 8 of Angel Falls is still in final editing stages, but we’ve only been able to work on it bits at a time. Hopefully soon we’ll actually start to feel like smut writers again. 😀 LOL!
This was the one that started it all. (Well… seriously started it all, anyway.) My first leap into actually attempting to become an established erotica author. I can’t begin to count the number of lessons learned in creating this story and setting it free to fly.
This actually isn’t the first story of mine to get published. That dubious honor actually goes to “Watch Me, Daddy” (later re-titled “Craving His Attention”), the first in the “Angel Falls Library Files” series which I submitted to Smashwords directly. But “Confessions of My Nephew” was the first story I sat down and wrote for the purpose of trying to get published. And boy, was it a freaking mess when I finished writing and submitting it! Not so much the story itself, but the format and style was probably about as “amateur” as you can get.
The CEO of Boruma Publishing, who the story was eventually handed to, painstakingly went through the story and cleaned it up, correcting the uncountable formatting and styling mistakes, as well as offered re-wordings throughout. I thoroughly enjoyed this collaboration, as every few days or so she would send me another chapter she got done working on, and I watched my roughly written tale gradually transform into a much more comprehensive piece of prose. I learned very valuable lessons along the way as well through her examples of what a good published story should actually look like. I will admit, there were a few times I felt a bit of trepidation reading though her changes, thinking, “You know, this really doesn’t sound like me.” But then I thought, well, that’s probably the point. LOL! It wasn’t really SUPPOSED to sound like me, it was supposed to sound like the main character Stacy, as told through her perspective. Today I might not have accepted quite so much of the re-writes, keeping it a bit more to my style of writing, but overall I am extremely pleased with the final results.
As for the story itself, I’m sure it doesn’t quite follow the “standard” (if there is such a thing) taboo/incest tale. (Actually, I hope NONE of my stories do.) I am a bit surprised at times that I haven’t gotten at least a comment or two lamenting the fact that Derrick and his mother never did end up getting together sexually. I certainly considered the option as I was writing it, and I left open the possibility of a sequel where that avenue could be explored, but this particular tale was very much Stacy’s story! Her self-discovery, her hidden desires, her re-evaluations about her own morality. (Which she considered was loose enough to begin with the way it was.) I also found the juxtaposition of Rebecca’s conventionality against the free-thinking mindset of her sister Stacy a fascinating contrast. Were Rebecca to had actually ended up being sexually intimate with her son in this particular story, that contrast would have been vastly diluted, if not eliminated altogether. In spite of their differences, Stacy loved her sister just the way she was, and I didn’t want to paint Stacy as someone who would just set out to transform her sister into a different version of herself. It was a much more titillating (and believable) concept to portray Stacy as someone who would say, “If I had a son like Derrick who I knew was hot for me, this is what I would do!”
Plus, Rebecca’s “unattainability” was a huge part of the sexual draw that Derrick felt for his mother. Had Derrick actually fulfilled his illicit desire to be intimate with her, the relationship he would have “lost” with her wouldn’t have been worth what he would have gained. Stacy was his perfect “outlet”. Being able to maintain his existing relationship with his mother while still indulging in his fantasies about her.
I also thoroughly enjoyed incorporating the concept of “dreams” in this story. From personal experience, I know how ‘erotic’ dreams can be at times, how sometimes they can tease and haunt you for days, weeks, sometimes even years afterwards. Anything can happen in dreams, no matter how unrealistic or absurd. Some of them may not even make any sense, yes still send a thrill rushing through you unlike any “real” experience ever could. I’ve included the concept of dreams in a number of my Angel Falls series, and will most likely focus on them in many additional stories.
I didn’t intend it this way, but this story very much gradually transformed into an unconventional “love story” between Stacy and Derrick. I loved that concept! As the scenes progressed they found themselves in love with each other in a way very few people could ever comprehend. And to me, that was even more of a “titillation” factor than it would have been had Derrick and his mother actually ended up being intimate with each other, and quite possibly leaving Stacy out in the cold. I loved exploring that avenue, and felt it put a unique exclamation mark on an already sexually exciting story. It was also a prime example of how more often than not a story usually ends up writing itself at some point.
For me, this story contains everything a “taboo” story should include. The shock of discovering one’s own lewd thoughts, the guilt of realizing your own excitement by them, coming to terms with the fact that you are not “normal” to most people, and finding an acceptance with someone who shares the same desires as you do. It also includes one aspect I try to include in most of my stories, and that’s one of eventual self-acceptance of one’s own feelings and desires. And even though it’s not “normal”, what you feel, what you have, and what you do works for you, and what other people think really doesn’t matter.
And of course lots of hot sex in the process. 😉
For me, this was a fantastic “leap” into the world of serious erotic storytelling. The thrill of seeing the story develop into a readable tale, receiving the design for the cover, and actually seeing it listed among a plethora of other delightful taboo tomes is an experience that can’t be described. Perhaps someday I might attempt a sequel to this story, or maybe even a series based on other confessions to “Aunt Stacy”. One of the main things this book has taught me is there are always possibilities. 🙂
“Note: All characters depicted in the image below are over the legal age of 18.”
Well… actually… No, they’re not. Hate to break that to you, but you had to learn sometime, young grasshopper.
The characters in the image are purely fictitious. They were never born. They’ve never had birthdays. Not a one. They only exist in the mind of their creator.
So I ask you, how silly is it to make a claim that they are actually over a certain age?
Yet that’s exactly what needs to be specifically claimed in order for images like that to be posted or displayed on most forums and web sites, even the most “adult” oriented ones.
I write erotica. Very “naughty” erotica. So naughty that if the characters were actually real and were caught engaging in some of the activities I write about they could very well be spending considerable time behind bars.In order for my stories to be accepted by most distributors my publisher has to put a notice on the title page stating that all characters in the story are over the legal age of 18. But it’s a lie. They’re not. Not because they are or are not written that way, but because the characters do not in fact actually exist. They are an “idea” expressed in words. Just as the drawing above is an “idea” expressed through lines and colors put together to form an image. To tack on a disclaimer stating that all the characters are over the age of 18 as if those characters were in fact actually real is downright ludicrous.
Many people -probably most- believe that writing a story or drawing a picture of very young people engaging in sexual acts is illegal. It’s actually not. I could write scene after scene about having sex with a two year old and I would still be within legal limits. Actually doing so would be another matter completely of course, but I could write about it as much as I please. I wouldn’t do that, of course. Not because it’s illegal, or even necessarily because it’s immoral in some way, but because the concept doesn’t appeal to me in the slightest. I wouldn’t write about a woman being raped either, regardless of age, for the same reason. I prefer all my characters to be happily fucking each other. No matter what their ages.
Actual photographs or videos depicting very young people engaged in sex is another matter. That’s actual proof that someone was in fact harmed in the creation of them. But drawings? Stories? If these actually were illegal there would most likely be quite a number of art gallery and museum curators locked up right now. Some works by Shakespeare would be illegal to own. As far as that goes, the Bible itself would end up being criminalized. Yet none of these things have “disclaimers” being tacked onto them. To do so would be absolutely silly.
And so is putting “disclaimers” on my stories.
The powers that be certainly like to perpetuate the myth that writing about very young people having sex is illegal. I guess they figure it would curtail other folks writing about it or reading about it. The sad fact is it seems to be working. And who are these “powers that be”? Outfits like PayPal and credit card processors mostly. Can you imagine that? Bankers actually taking a moral high ground. Actually, they’re not even doing that. They’re securing their profits by trying to protect their “image”. They seem to have a fear of even looking like they’re even remotely supporting such notions. That’s their absolute right, I suppose. But in doing so they’re sorely stifling freedom of expression.
So, when you see the “disclaimer” at the beginning of my stories, I hope you’ll just give it the short little laugh it deserves for being so ridiculous and go on to enjoy my naughty little tale. But once… just once!... I would love to be able to put on a disclaimer such as this one:
“Note: NONE of the characters in the following story are over the legal age of 18! They actually have no ages. They were never actually born. They’ve never had birthdays. They are purely figments of the author’s imagination. They don’t really exist. Get the fuck over it.”
I am currently in the process of re-tagging all of my Tumblr posts that include excerpts from our ebooks and linking those tags to each ebook’s page on this site. (Which is turning out to be a much bigger project than I anticipated. LOL!)
So now, when you click on the “Read excerpt” links at the bottom of each book’s page, instead of being directed to just one excerpt on my TabooTalk Reddit forum, you will be directed to NUMEROUS excerpts posted on my Tumblr blog!
I’m still working on getting to all of the excerpt posts, but as of now each ebook page has at east a handful of excerpts linked to it. (Except for the bundles, but I plan to get to them eventually also.) Many of the excerpt passages repeat, but most excerpts have different images attached, so they should still prove to be… ‘entertaining’. 😉
Also keep in mind, it is Tumblr, which seems to have been a bit overrun with porn bots lately. I’ve tried to eliminate all of the images that seem to generate pop-ups, but I’m sure I’ve missed a few.
My publisher might say I’m “giving away” too much… LOL… but if you’re considering acquiring any of our titles, please check out the excerpts for a much better idea of what the stories are about.
At the very least, I hope you enjoy the “tease”. 😉
Well, the holiday season is upon us. And, as usually happens, Amazon and a few other illustrious vendors of the written word has decided to go in and do their seasonal purge to “protect” their pristine images. Which of course means my catalog of available titles gracing their pages has -once again- shrunk considerably.
Merry fucking Christmas to me.
So, sorry Amazon addicts, you must travel a different road to reach the dubiously incestuous little town of Angel Falls. You can, however, still get your fill of couples cheating on each other. Apparently that’s still much more acceptable than consensual copulation with one’s own kin. Go figure.
Actually, the story behind that is somewhat amusing. Kobo was actually the one who started raising a stink to the distributor that Boruma Publishing uses to submit to sites such as Amazon, Kobo, and numerous others. Amazon of course decided to jump on that bandwagon. In effect, that distributor decided it would no longer accept – at all- anything that delved into incest, BDSM, dubcon, or anything else that would surely and swiftly cause the downfall of civilization as we know it. However, once that distributor actually saw the HUGE percentage of titles that Boruma Publishing removed from their listings because of that policy, it made them say, “Umm… Hey… Wait a minute…”
At least they know what side their bread is buttered on.
So, reversing their decision, they became much more lax on the subject matter they will accept. They still won’t distribute those titles to American-based behemoths such as Amazon and Kobo, but they will still distribute to the numerous international sites they deal with, which is actually starting to provide them a much bigger percentage of profits than even Amazon.
So much for the land of the fucking free…
Just got done doing a bit of an overhaul to my links page, which was SORELY in need of updating!! I added a few links, changed some that were outdated, and -regrettably- deleted a few where the web page no longer exists. (A couple of them I was almost crying at having to get rid of.)
It’s also categorized a bit more, with the “taboo” related stuff in it’s own section, and just ‘general’ sexy snippets and information in another. A few more erotica authors were added to the list as well.
If you’re a fan of this site and have a web page or blog you’d like to see promoted in my links section, feel free to contact me through the form on the links page near the bottom, or through my “About/Contact” page.
On a side note, book 8 of The Angel Falls Library Files, “Mismatch”, is still in the editing stages, but I do have a page set up for it which includes a cover reveal. The first excerpt from the story is also up on my Tumblr blog, which you can read by clicking >here<. 🙂
We have two other projects also in the works, but I will try to update this blog a little more frequently than I have been lately. (Stuff just seems to keep coming up.)
OHH!! Almost forgot… Just recently received a review on Smashwords for my story “If the Door Is Open…” 4-star rating by the reader, and a very complimentary review. 😀
Due to some health matters and other issues, we’ve had to delay its release for quite some time, but the 7th installment of The Angel Falls Library Files, “Double Dare”, was finally submitted to my publisher last week, and is now FINALLY available on Carnal Pleasures, Carnaltopia, Smashwords, and Excitica. It should find its way onto other sites (including Amazon) within the next few days.
“Double Dare” is our first real attempt at writing a brother-sister themed taboo story. Sexual discovery between two totally inexperienced characters was a bit of a challenge at times, but hopefully we filled it with enough realism and titillation to really fire up the imagination. 🙂
It’s also the first story in the series where Paige takes on much more of a “narrator” role, rather than one of the actual main characters. Most stories in the series from here on out will follow pretty much the same format. It’s fun writing about Paige’s fascination with the characters she encounters. A fascination we hope our readers share. 😉
Book 8 is currently well under way, and hopefully won’t take as many ‘detours’ to make it to release. Look for some teasers and excerpts soon…
As another prelude to the release of book 7 of The Angel Falls Library Files, I’ve put together a new Tumblr blog entitled “Life in Angel Falls”.
This blog is designed to be a companion piece to the Angel Falls series, containing snippets and short vignettes based heavily on characters and events from the Angel Falls Library Files, and occasionally from some of my other titles as well, inspired by some of the erotic images I come across on Tumblr and other online sources.
Containing teasers of unwritten stories, side stories, extensions of stories, and sometimes excerpts from stories already released, this blog is presented as a “peek” into the secret notes kept by assistant librarian Paige Turner as she continues her ongoing journey into incestuous discoveries among the residents and students of the quaint little college town of Angel Falls.
If there’s a naughty little taboo secret nearby, Paige will surely find it. 😉
In reality, this is more or less a venue for me to help keep my writing skills sharp, and will hopefully end up giving fans of the series a little more to help fuel their imaginations inbetween releases of our books. Right now there are only a handful of entries in the blog, but it will be added to on a fairly frequent basis.
Book 7 of The Angel Falls Library Files, “Double Dare”, is currently in the final editing stages and should be ready for release in just a matter of days!!
Ohh, and book 8 is already under way. 😉 LOL
Our latest release -“The Angel Falls Library Files: The Extended Family Collection” – is now available at Carnal Pleasures and Smashwords!
“The Angel Falls Library Files: The Extended Family Collection“, the 2nd trilogy bundle in the Angel Falls series, is now available on Carnal Pleasures, as well as Carnaltopia and Smashwords. It should be available at other outlets as well soon.
This is a prelude to the release of our upcoming book 7, “Double Dare“. Stay tuned… 😉
Also, on a side note, more of my titles are currently available once again on Smashwords. Even more will be available shortly. 🙂
Sometimes the good folks at Boruma Publishing just amaze the shit out of me.
Going through various channels, the first four books of The Angel Falls Library Files, “Craving His Attention“, “Sharing Secrets“, “Give and Take“, and “Tattletale“, are once again gracing the pages of the ever-popular Kindle section of Amazon’s website. (The links for each can be found on each book’s individual page.) Books 5 and 6 are expected there shortly.
I have rather mixed feelings about this…While I applaud Boruma’s efforts and abilities, it is, after all, Amazon. “Feeding the beast” is still somewhat distasteful to me, considering the way Amazon treats many individual authors. Plus the fact that, even though these titles managed to slip through despite their EXTREMELY taboo nature, descriptions and excerpts had to be “adjusted” to hide that fact, which in effect means that readers really won’t know what they’re getting until they actually buy the title, and readers who actually DO want titles that extremely taboo still won’t be able to find it unless totally by accident.
In any case, there they are for those folks who are helplessly addicted to Amazon’s nifty little “Buy now with one click” button. I would still much rather readers buy my books through other venues for various reasons, not the least of which is that the royalty percentage I receive through Amazon sales is atrocious due to the various channels these books need to go through. (I receive the highest royalty percentage on sales through Carnal Pleasures and Carnaltopia.) But, for those who insist on only going the Amazon route as their source for smutty entertainment, well… a sale is a sale, I suppose. I just won’t get paid as much.
By the way, the debut title of my love, Lilly-Rose Young, “Pushing Boundaries“, is also available on Amazon.
After a prolonged absence, my ebook “Mother Pushes the Swing” is once again available to customers of the Smashwords website. More of my titles will be added to the Smashwords website as well within the next few days.
“Mother Pushes the Swing” is also now available on the Excitica website run by erotica author Selena Kitt.
Look for the release of a couple of brand new titles within the next few days as well. 🙂
Check out my Tumblr blog where I just recently posted a FIRST EVER “sneak peek” excerpt from our upcoming ebook “Double Dare”, the next installment of The Angel Falls Library Files!! Look for some other excerpts coming up later on, and (hopefully soon) a cover reveal.
Also, taking a moment to blow my own horn here, my anthology “The Irresistible Moms Collection” is currently holding the NUMBER NINE spot on the Carnal Pleasures Top 20 list!! “If the Door Is Open” also bumped up a few notches at number 15!
(Oh, that felt so good!)
How’s THAT for a dirty-sounding blog title?? 😉
Some of you may have noticed a new little blue box at the top of the page. (The one labeled “Artistic Endeavors“.) If you hover over it or click on it, you’ll find a whole bunch of little goodies behind it. (Or soon will, anyway.)
In an attempt to make this web page a little more than just about my ebooks (although that WILL remain a major focus) and more about “taboo erotica” in general, I’ve designed these pages to direct people to creative works by others who share my same penchant for the delightfully forbidden and deliciously taboo. 🙂 This project is still in its VERY early stages -in fact some of the pages don’t have anything in them as of yet- but as I find the time to work on it, it will be filled with links to sites that will delight your senses in one way or another. 🙂 Stay tuned and keep checking.. These pages will be added to on a regular basis.
In a couple other noteworthy updates, I will soon be releasing the second trilogy of The Angel Falls Library Files, which will contain books 4, 5 and 6. It will be a prelude to the UPCOMING BOOK 7 of the series, which my gorgeous and talented wife and I are currently working diligently on. It’s actually my first attempt at doing a story with a brother-sister theme, and to be honest I felt a bit of trepidation about it. It’s not that the concept doesn’t turn me on (it does!! LOL!!), but I wasn’t sure if I could do as much justice to this particular relationship dynamic as I had with previous ones. As with most of my stories though, this one eventually started taking on a life of its own, and I’m actually quite pleased with the way it turned out. 🙂 The final draft is done, just in the process now of picking nits. Look for some excerpts to be released soon!
Lilly-Rose and I are also doing some brainstorming on a project that we plan on releasing as a stand-alone story, not part of the Angel Falls series. I don’t want to give TOO much away too soon, but it involves a whole immediate family scenario, where past, present and future intermingle. There are many facets and many levels of interaction, and is easily our most ambitious project to date. It wouldn’t surprise me if this one won’t be ready for release until the beginning of next year. But we’re both very excited about it. 🙂
News, news, and more news!! Jeez, where do I start?
Well, let’s begin with the fact that my latest offering, “Spinning Heads-The Complete Collection” is NOW AVAILABLE on Carnal Pleasures and Carnaltopia! This includes all five of my original series of short erotic stories, along with a couple of additional naughty treats:
This particular collection includes the ORIGINAL version of my short story “Lucy”, which was considered just a little too “taboo” for most distributors and ebook sellers to carry. The version previously released for publication was modified (much to my chagrin) in order to provide it broader availability. I finally reverted it back to its original version for this collection. (So CENSOR THIS, assholes!!)
This collection also includes an additional bonus SIXTH story written more recently, entitled “It Happens Every Time”. This story takes a bit of a different tone than the rest of the series, but probably presents the “cuckold/hotwife” fantasy in a rather unique light, as seen from the perspective of the “extra” male in this equation. It’s a bit of a heartbreaker, but still plenty of hot sex action. 😉
This collection, by the way, is a Carnal Pleasures/Carnaltopia EXCLUSIVE! You won’t find this complete collection, or the bonus material in it, anywhere else.
This is also probably a good time to introduce my BRAND SPANKIN’ NEW Home/Welcome page. Yep… went out a got me a new doormat. 🙂 This page is a little more versatile than the one I put together previously, allowing me to add a little more content around the edges, and I think it looks a bit sharper also. My old front page is still active, for those of you who still have the link, but if you click the link at the top, it’ll take you to my freshly painted foyer.Just be sure to wipe your feet, or better still, take off your shoes and stay a while. 😀
Ohhh, and HEY!! I’M FAMOUS! I’M FAMOUS!!
Okay, maybe not quite… But I DID notice recently that I currently have not just one, but TWO of my titles prominently displayed on the Carnal Pleasures Top 20 LIST!! My stand-alone story “If the Door Is Open” is bringing up the rear at number 20, and my anthology “The Irresistible Moms Collection” is dangling at the number 13 spot! Not quite the NYT bestsellers list, but hey, I’m tickled pink! Thanks to my many readers there who make me feel that it’s all worthwhile. 🙂
Again, this one has been a long time in coming. At over 30,000 words, this is currently my longest released work to date, and my second full collaboration with my wonderful wife Lilly-Rose Young. (I so love writing with this woman!!)
“Forbidden Incentives” is the sixth entry in my Angel Falls Library Files series, focusing on Paula and her son Justin, who’s lives take drastic turns when Paula attempts to turn her son’s lackadaisical attitude around with “less-than-conventional” methods. This sets them on paths that neither one of them could have imagined, especially when they meet Paige, who’s life is dramatically affected by them as much as their lives are affected by her. It all culminates in a pivotal point in the creation of The Angel Falls Library Files.
There were just too many variables and too much detail I wanted to include to make this a “short” story. By all rights, I could have actually turned this into two separate books, but I wanted this story to wrap up in what is basically the second “trilogy” of the series. Beginning with book 7, this series will follow a slightly different sort of format, focusing on much shorter stories as the series expands beyond Paige and her incestuously naughty family. 🙂
We hope it was worth the wait. 🙂
My first wife and I were rather heavily involved in our local swingers community. It was something we both desired, something we both enjoyed, and that we were both very much on the same page about throughout most of our marriage. In our later years, we also explored the concept of polyamory. The main difference between the two is that one focuses on the “physical”, or sexual, involvement with multiple people, the other focuses more on the “emotional” involvement with multiple people.
One would think that in both of these groups, open-mindedness would be flowing in abundance. In practice, I have found this to be not so much the case. In fact, it often amazed me at how much closed-minded attitudes ran rampant within these so-called sexually-open communities. Even among these two particular groups, they seemed at odds with each other. Swingers just couldn’t seem to wrap their minds around people who could form such deep emotional bonds and even committed relationships with more than one person, and as a whole, ployamorists found the concept of purely sexual involvements with a multitude of people distasteful, if not outright disgusting. How odd, I thought, that these two groups of “non-mainstream” lifestyles weren’t a whole lot more tolerant of each other.
“Mother Pushes the Swing” is the second full-length erotica story that I wrote. In it, I decided to add a whole other aspect to the mix, incest. It was brought about through a simple question that I not only asked myself privately, but was on very rare occasions
brought up (in whispers, of course) amongst swingers themselves: “What would you do if you discovered that a close relative -a sibling, a parent(s), aunt, uncle, cousin, or whatever- was also into swinging?” In my story, not only did I introduce the concept of discovering one’s parents were swingers, but I placed the parents among the same swingers group as the offspring.
I imagine in reality, most swingers would have the same initial reaction that my main male character, Alan, had… shock and a distaste for the notion that bordered on disgust. In fact, I’m sure most swingers clubs would not even want the concept introduced within their group. Either one or the other -or both- would be asked to leave.
So much for open-mindedness.
In my story, the interaction between swinging and an incestuous situation not only ended up being tolerated, but thoroughly enjoyed by not only the participants but everyone else around them. I highly doubt such a mixing of the two in real life would result in such a lasciviously delicious outcome. But placing characters within that situation sure was a lot of fun! And it allowed me to explore one possible outcome to that ever-nagging question at times, “What if…?”
For those of you wondering just how much of this story is actually based on real life, let’s just say that while I’ve had somewhat extensive experience in the swinging lifestyle, with incestuous experiences, ehhh, not so much. I was somewhat amazed that the situation didn’t happen more often than it did. In all of our years within the swinging community, I can only recall one instance where a brother and sister discovered themselves at one of the gatherings, and I was not familiar with either of them, so I have no clue how that resolved itself.
Personally, how would I react if I discovered at one point that my parents were swingers? Well, I would certainly have been shocked, but I would not have been disgusted. I could even see myself being okay with all of us involved in the same group or club. Would I, like my character Alan, have developed a sexual attraction to my mother in such a situation? Highly unlikely. While my mother was not an unattractive woman, there was just no serious sexual attraction there on my part. I do not personally attribute this to the fact that she was my mother. There are multitudes of women out there who I am not sexually attracted to who are also not my mother. (For the record, I have no sisters, so I really can’t speak much to that aspect.)
So, how did this fascination, this… ‘titillation’, with incestuous situations even begin for me? Well, you can indirectly blame my first wife for that. Our predilection for sexual role play led us into quite a few aspects of forbidden situations. One day the thought just kind of hit me while I was looking at her, “You know, if this woman was my mother, I’d still want to fuck her brains out.” The idea just kind of took off from there, and being the adventurous sort, my first wife was quite accommodating. After a time, that thought just kind of filtered off onto other women as well. (If some of them actually knew what I was thinking while I was fucking them, they probably would have threw up in my face.)
The only “direct” involvement I ever had in an incestuous situation was a one-time-only threesome I had with my first wife and her older sister. (And let’s just say that it wasn’t a situation where the two of them only focused on me.) While it was definitely an exciting experience, surprisingly the “taboo” aspect of it wasn’t the foremost thought in my mind at the time, at least not constantly. For the most part, they were two women I found extremely attractive who I enjoyed the hell out of being with, and who I liked watching enjoy each other. And even though it only happened the one time, it was surprisingly free of any awkwardness whenever we were all together afterwards.
The only other time that even came close to an incestuous situation was when I happened to come across a profile of my cousin’s daughter and her first husband on a local online swingers site. Technically that would make her my second cousin, which in most legal circles wouldn’t really be considered incestuous (at least not enough to get you arrested), but considering my cousin and I were as close as brothers growing up, emotionally she was more like a niece than a second cousin. We were aware of each other, but never ran across each other at any parties or social gatherings that were swinger-related. Would I have fucked her if she had given any indication she was interested? In a heartbeat! Am I sorry it never happened? Naah, not really. Unlike the situation with my sister-in-law, that situation probably would have contained more than its share of awkwardness.
“Mother Pushes the Swing” is a situation of swinging mixed with incest to the extreme. In a way, in spite of its eventual conclusion, one of the aspects I tried to point out was that even among those who consider themselves sexually open, their “open-mindedness” does have its limits. It would be nice to imagine a world in which this sort of situation would have such an orgasmically happy ending, but I fear that such is not the case.
But then, that’s what erotic fantasy stories are for. 🙂
You can check out my ebook “Mother Pushes the Swing” by clicking >>here<<.
It all seemed so… ‘ordinary’, she thought to herself. And in a way, that seemed to be the most frustrating part about the whole situation.
In most of my stories, I try to make them more than just about sex. Many times even about more than sexual discovery. What I ultimately try to strive for is the concept of self-discovery. The thrilling and oftentimes shocking realization that someone is more than he or she thought themselves to be at first. Using the backdrop of forbidden or taboo situations seems to be the perfect vehicle on which to accomplish that goal.
“Forbidden Incentives” is the upcoming 6th installment in my series “The Angel Falls Library Files”. In this particular tale, we have a woman who comes to the gradual conclusion that her life has pretty much become a cliche. And how one single thought, one simple idea, can snowball into a whole series of life-changing events.
Yes, this is on the surface a titillating tale of the intimate relationship between mother and son which escalates to taboo proportions. It centers around what is actually a quite common fantasy. What I hope separates this story though from most of the others is the thought process which took place to get from “point A to point B”, so to speak. This is a woman who wouldn’t ordinarily indulge in such lascivious thoughts, let alone seriously consider acting them out. Most women – most people – would simply just continue to let their lives drown in the mundane. But sometimes one simple thought, once planted, finds a mind so fertile that it just can’t help but start to grow, in spite of the efforts to snip it off.
This story is also a culmination of sorts for our main heroine, Paige. With her own desires and discoveries well explored, she is ready to expand her explorations beyond herself and those closest to her. I could probably end this series with the conclusion of this book. But I have no intention to. 🙂 There is so much more to explore in this lascivious little town.
In the meantime, work is nicely progressing on this story, enough to release a cover reveal, and the first of what will probably be a number of excerpts to ‘tease’ you with. 😉 We have no planned release date as of yet, but our current estimate is probably around the end of February. Stay tuned, we will keep you updated.
Till then, a little excerpt to whet your appetite:
Paula again thought back to her earlier sexual experiences. She actually became quite adept with her hands back before she felt she was ready to lose her virginity. In fact, she found that she actually enjoyed it! Once her and her then-boyfriend did go “all the way”, she found herself missing having him lay back while she enjoyed just playing with his cock. The one time she did ask if he wanted to just lay back and enjoy her playing with him, he absolutely scoffed at the idea. Once he had her pussy to plunge his hard cock into, that was all he wanted. She never did get up the nerve to ask for that again. From anybody. The thought of just playing with a guy’s cock to her heart’s content was a fantasy she often entertained, however.
The next question she asked herself was whether he would even want something like that from her? She did recall a few years ago a time she was cleaning his room and came across a small collection of pictures of naked and scantily clad women tucked in between his mattress and box spring. Although it was slightly shocking, she considered it nothing out of the ordinary. He was just a young boy hitting puberty, exploring his sexual desires and curiosity. Except for the fact that one of the pictures was of her. An earlier photo of her clad in a rather skimpy bikini her husband took during a trip to the beach.
After the initial shock wore off, Paula convinced herself it was not that big of an issue. She was aware that some boys do develop at least a “curiosity” toward their mothers at some stage in their life. There was even a time or two where she caught her own younger brother trying to sneak a peek at their mother. She let the incident go with a stern warning that as long as she never caught him peeking at her, she wouldn’t report the incident. As far as Paula knew, he never did.
When the situation involved her own son, however, that to her seemed like another matter. It took a little more self-convincing to just dismiss it as “normal”. She finally did though, and afterwards she found herself actually feeling flattered, even a little ‘titillated’ that she could actually be the inspiration for a young boy’s fantasies. Even if that young boy happened to be her own son. In a way, she almost found it a little endearing.
But that was a few years ago. Does he still harbor the same infatuation with his mother, or is it something he just outgrew? How long did it last, she wondered.
Surprisingly, Paula found herself the most worried about how her son would see her if she actually did offer what she was considering. Would he jump on it in a heartbeat, or would he be disgusted beyond repair? Both possibilities troubled her. Whether he accepted her offer or not, one thing was clear; Justin would never look at his mother in the same way ever again. Could she live with that fact?
It’s funny how when you take steps to try to simplify your life somewhat, that it seems like everyone and everything around you just works that much harder to try and make it more complicated.
Did I say “funny”? I meant “frustrating“!
Adjusting to change can often be a challenge, but sometimes it gets just downright ridiculous. We finally got all moved into our new place, but had a hell of a time trying to sublease our old one! That major obstacle has finally been taken care of, but it seemed like a dozen other ‘little’ obstacles had to float up to the surface to try to take its place. Various family situations, juggling things financially, and not to mention I’m such a wuss when it comes to cold weather, has all made it a little difficult to focus on being good little smut-writing perverts.
I have actually been getting a fair amount of writing done. Progress on book 6 of Angel Falls is coming along rather splendidly, thanks in large part to my handy dandy tablet increasing the flexibility of when and where I write. (In fact, writing dirty stories in public surrounded by a bunch of people can actually be quite the thrill all on it own.)
Keeping up with things like promotion and social media however, which is more conducive to do on a laptop other than a tablet, has been pretty much non-existent. My apologies to the folks at Boruma Publishing and Carnaltopia for not contributing yet to their brand new WordPress sites, but as you can see it’s sometimes weeks before I’m even sitting down and contributing to my own sites, let alone taking the time to contribute to others. I do keep up with them though, and link to some of the posts when I have a few moments. (I will work on writing up an author intro to submit soon, I promise!)
One thing I’ve discovered recently is that having more time and opportunity to write doesn’t necessarily result in me getting books out any faster, it usually just allows me to get more detailed in them. As a result, book 6 of Angel Falls is rather quickly reaching novella-length status. I just can’t seem to write “short” stories anymore! Whether that’s a good thing or a bad thing remains to be seen, I guess. 🙂 In any event, I hope to have the time to put together some promotional posts for it soon.
Hopefully February will be a little less… complicated.
Yeah, I’m still around. (In case anyone was wondering.. LOL!) Just been real hectic the last couple of weeks or so. Hopefully I’ll get back on track here sometime soon, at least to get back into the blog hops for MasturbationMonday and TabooTuesday again. Kind of miss doing those, and checking out the other participants as well. Even though I haven’t been able to participate lately, check out the sidebar links and keep up with what other folks are offering. 🙂
I want to take a moment to thank the folks at Boruma Publishing for making me a contributing author on their WordPress site! The timing is a little bad, but I do plan on making some contributions there as soon as things settle down here! Kudos to K.C. Cave and Alana Church for making their voices heard there, and helping to get their site off the ground. Whenever I catch their posts and have a moment to do so, I’ll be sure to post links to them on my TabooTalk forum, and maybe a couple of other places as well. 🙂
Work on book 6 of Angel Falls is coming along very nicely! My beautiful and thoughtful wife saw fit to grace me with a tablet for Christmas, which has allowed me to focus on my writing endeavors at times and places I wasn’t able to before, so that’s allowed my progress to increase dramatically! Look for a cover reveal and some “sneak peek” excerpts slipping onto this site very soon. 🙂
Hope everyone had an absolutely fantastic holiday!!!
Reverse psychology.. It is often an extremely effective means in getting someone to do something they wouldn’t ordinarily do. “Manipulation” often has deeply negative connotations, a reputation that s probably well-earned, but like most things in life, manipulation can be used for good or used for evil. Maybe even on rare occasions, a little of both at the same time.
This week’s #MasturbationMonday entry comes from my recently released title, “Seduction of the Shrew: Book 5 of The Angel Falls Library Files“. In this short scene, both Adam and Phyllis gradually ‘transform’ into something they ordinarily are not: Adam becomes the manipulator, and Phyllis, who is a master at pushing people’s buttons, finds herself deeply on the receiving end. In the end, everybody wins, but first… let’s dance. 😀
“Adam, you startled the life out of me!” Phyllis exclaimed after a deep gasp.
Adam paused for a couple of seconds to admire the cleavage peeking out from the top of her robe before responding. “I’m sorry, Phyllis, I thought you were Paige for a second.”
Phyllis looked at him suspiciously, finding it hard to swallow that he could mistake her mature form for Paige’s youthful figure, although a part of her was wanting to believe that it was possible. “Do you normally just walk in on your daughter when she’s wearing nothing but a flimsy bathrobe?”
Adam declined to respond, simply standing there and admiring his mother-in-law’s form. Phyllis’ face grew accusingly curious as he stood there just gazing at her in silence. Adam’s lips sported just the slightest of a grin as his eyes seemed intently focused on her. A thrill seemed to tickle her stomach as he folded his arms across his chest and he leaned against the door frame.
“Let me see,” he finally said.
“What’s underneath the robe. Show me.”
Phyllis’ mouth dropped open at his outrageous audacity. “I am certainly not going to…” she started to say in response to his indecent request, but then stopped. Her body stiffened completely, unable to even breathe as she fixated on the look in his eyes. He was undeniably sincere in his request to see her naked. Suddenly all the images and events from the last couple of days came rushing back into her mind. The grab in the kitchen. His piercing stares. Paige masturbating on the sofa. The adoring looks he gave Paige as they sat together on the sofa.
The adoring looks… Suddenly her mind fixated on that. More than just adoration… appreciation! Attraction. One might also even say desire.
A hollow feeling started to swell up in Phyllis’ gut as they stood there staring at each other. The look in her son-in-law’s eyes was almost hypnotizing. He was genuinely anticipating seeing her naked. And even more surprising, she found herself wanting to show him! She ached to see that look of appreciation in his eyes. That look of desire. How long had it been since any man looked at her that way?
The fact that this was her son-in-law flowed completely out of her brain. The fact that she was married totally dismissed. All she wanted was to be admired by this man. To be appreciated. To be desired. At that moment nothing else existed.
Phyllis sat the clothes she was holding down on the bed. Adam’s eyes lit up like a fire as Phyllis reached for the belt holding the front of the robe flimsily in place. As the front gave way, she reached up to her shoulders and peeled the robe back. An unmistakable look of delight emanated from Adam’s face as his mother-in-law’s breasts were fully revealed to him. Soaking in his gaze of admiration, Phyllis let the robe fall completely to the floor.
As Adam feasted on the sight he’d fantasized about seeing for almost 25 years, he took note that while Paige may have inherited her grandmother’s blonde hair, his wife most certainly got her breasts from Phyllis. While they sagged slightly more than Brenda’s did, they were still incredibly full and bulbous for a woman of her age. In fact, Adam was amazed at how very little sag there was on her voluptuous body. His cock started to stiffen involuntarily as he took her all in. Even as a teenager he entertained lascivious fantasies about this striking older woman, years before she even became his mother-in-law. Age had robbed her of none of her sexual appeal.
Phyllis stood there taking in his lewd stare, waiting for his next move, her face hardening in preparation to halt any further advances. An expression Adam fully recognized. His memory immediately recalled his earlier discussions with Paige.
“Well… That’s enough of that now, isn’t it?” Adam said as he stood completely upright. Taking one last quick glance, he backed away from the doorway and turned to walk toward his bedroom.
“Seduction of the Shrew” is my recently released 5th entry into “The Angel Falls Library Files”, co-written with my wife and fellow author Lilly-Rose Young. It is now available at many ebook retailers, and should be available soon on a few more. Click on the cover for more information about this title, and please check out my other titles as well.
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