It all seemed so… ‘ordinary’, she thought to herself. And in a way, that seemed to be the most frustrating part about the whole situation.
In most of my stories, I try to make them more than just about sex. Many times even about more than sexual discovery. What I ultimately try to strive for is the concept of self-discovery. The thrilling and oftentimes shocking realization that someone is more than he or she thought themselves to be at first. Using the backdrop of forbidden or taboo situations seems to be the perfect vehicle on which to accomplish that goal.
“Forbidden Incentives” is the upcoming 6th installment in my series “The Angel Falls Library Files”. In this particular tale, we have a woman who comes to the gradual conclusion that her life has pretty much become a cliche. And how one single thought, one simple idea, can snowball into a whole series of life-changing events.
Yes, this is on the surface a titillating tale of the intimate relationship between mother and son which escalates to taboo proportions. It centers around what is actually a quite common fantasy. What I hope separates this story though from most of the others is the thought process which took place to get from “point A to point B”, so to speak. This is a woman who wouldn’t ordinarily indulge in such lascivious thoughts, let alone seriously consider acting them out. Most women – most people – would simply just continue to let their lives drown in the mundane. But sometimes one simple thought, once planted, finds a mind so fertile that it just can’t help but start to grow, in spite of the efforts to snip it off.
This story is also a culmination of sorts for our main heroine, Paige. With her own desires and discoveries well explored, she is ready to expand her explorations beyond herself and those closest to her. I could probably end this series with the conclusion of this book. But I have no intention to. 🙂 There is so much more to explore in this lascivious little town.
In the meantime, work is nicely progressing on this story, enough to release a cover reveal, and the first of what will probably be a number of excerpts to ‘tease’ you with. 😉 We have no planned release date as of yet, but our current estimate is probably around the end of February. Stay tuned, we will keep you updated.
Till then, a little excerpt to whet your appetite:
Paula again thought back to her earlier sexual experiences. She actually became quite adept with her hands back before she felt she was ready to lose her virginity. In fact, she found that she actually enjoyed it! Once her and her then-boyfriend did go “all the way”, she found herself missing having him lay back while she enjoyed just playing with his cock. The one time she did ask if he wanted to just lay back and enjoy her playing with him, he absolutely scoffed at the idea. Once he had her pussy to plunge his hard cock into, that was all he wanted. She never did get up the nerve to ask for that again. From anybody. The thought of just playing with a guy’s cock to her heart’s content was a fantasy she often entertained, however.
The next question she asked herself was whether he would even want something like that from her? She did recall a few years ago a time she was cleaning his room and came across a small collection of pictures of naked and scantily clad women tucked in between his mattress and box spring. Although it was slightly shocking, she considered it nothing out of the ordinary. He was just a young boy hitting puberty, exploring his sexual desires and curiosity. Except for the fact that one of the pictures was of her. An earlier photo of her clad in a rather skimpy bikini her husband took during a trip to the beach.
After the initial shock wore off, Paula convinced herself it was not that big of an issue. She was aware that some boys do develop at least a “curiosity” toward their mothers at some stage in their life. There was even a time or two where she caught her own younger brother trying to sneak a peek at their mother. She let the incident go with a stern warning that as long as she never caught him peeking at her, she wouldn’t report the incident. As far as Paula knew, he never did.
When the situation involved her own son, however, that to her seemed like another matter. It took a little more self-convincing to just dismiss it as “normal”. She finally did though, and afterwards she found herself actually feeling flattered, even a little ‘titillated’ that she could actually be the inspiration for a young boy’s fantasies. Even if that young boy happened to be her own son. In a way, she almost found it a little endearing.
But that was a few years ago. Does he still harbor the same infatuation with his mother, or is it something he just outgrew? How long did it last, she wondered.
Surprisingly, Paula found herself the most worried about how her son would see her if she actually did offer what she was considering. Would he jump on it in a heartbeat, or would he be disgusted beyond repair? Both possibilities troubled her. Whether he accepted her offer or not, one thing was clear; Justin would never look at his mother in the same way ever again. Could she live with that fact?